HAPPY 2011!
Amazing how time flies! Well I am not exactly excited about embracing the new year like how I've in the past years! Probably cos next year means A levels and I'm balancing on a tightrope to even pass some subjects! Sigh! But still looking forward to school! :)
Ok, with new year comes new resolution. I should come up with some to have something as my goal! Here goes:
1. Take my schoolwork and learning seriously.
Many of you may think that I'm a hardcore mugger cos I frequent the library but I'm not cos when I'm studying I dont fully focus on it and sometimes just complete my work without putting much effort to give the best answer, like I just run through stuffs without internalising too. Time to change that!
2. Save $$$$$$
This holiday has seriously depleted my savings cos my pocket money was cut off and I splurged quite alot on stuffs which I dont. Screw atms! Hahha okay I must be thrifty next year alr!
3. Be more discerning
on many stuffs! Friends are one of them. I realised how I am always trying to forge and maintain good ties with new people I know, and at the same time sort of neglected those who I should give more priority to. I kinda treat everyone equal but now I think this is not really fair to friends whom are closer to me so yeahhhhh. Of cos I dont mean I will be damn hostile but not so trying kkk. Not only friends, my loved one also!
4. Be more.. considerate?
I dont care if the clothes get wet, if the parrots are hungry, or if the window is open when it's raining. (but i fear the consequences-scoldings LA) Sometimes people kick a big fuss out of things which I really.. can have no reaction to. Hahha why like that I also dont know. But yeah, I shall TRY to feel the things which people feel ok :D
5. Behave like my age
Sometimes I feel even more lowly than a 12 year old OMG. And when I'm nervous I blabber on without thinking what I am going to say next, sounding like a complete idiot! People my age are giving intelligent responses and radiating confidence in everything they do. Ok, V. important goal!
6. Better ties with loved ones
Relationships for the better!
I think I am getting to specific. In this way, this list is never-ending but ok v important is to 跨年 with every important things in my life right now :) cos it just makes life easier